Glance of Life

福建人新年快乐

2012-01-30T08:52:00.000-08:00

今天，是福建人的新年，

他们称呼为，“拜天空日”

整个街，

家外都会看到一张盖着红布的桌子，

放着香，水果与食物...

j今天我与宝贝，

想鸡婆的到我们家楼下，

抽热闹下下:)

到了楼下，

就看到好多好多人

拿着香，拜天空，

鞭炮，不停的在空中响.....

f非常非常的热闹....

好多一家大小都在场，

大的就忙着拜天空，

年轻少年不停的在玩比较危险的炮，

小孩子就在玩比较不危险的炮炮.....

我和老公，看完了，

我们就到游泳池哪儿走走聊天，

突然，

我一眼望过去真在玩炮的一堆年轻的少年，

有一位男生，把真在燃烧即将爆的炮，

丢到另个男生的肩膀....

我好惊讶！！

我看着那男生在针扎，

那东西好像和难拿下来,

那男生看起来好怕好怕！

我以为那炮不会爆

怎么知道，那男生还来得及辉那炮去地上，

l立刻的，那炮就“爆！！”了一声！！

阿！！

我差点看着那男生有事！

那男生真大命！

但，他还在那边乱骂脏话！

这个人也没得救了，他应该写天救了他一命！

但，他一点也没管，

他虽然受了一点伤，

但他还是继续玩！

我看不过眼了，就叫老公回家了....

那画面，还在我脑海里出现，

也不停的一直浮现...

z最近报纸刚出，

有人因玩鞭炮，死得很惨.....

真的劝每个人，

要小心，

作的每一样东西，都有顾虑到自己的安全，

这样，身边的人，也不会因你而担心.....

新年初三

2012-01-25T09:05:00.000-08:00

新年，等了那么多天（其实是三天而已）

终于可以和他一起度过了....

这几天，虽然我都有家人，又朋友陪，

但，我还是觉得少了他，就不完美....

他不在这几天，晚上我都会想他想到哭，

朋友都骂我傻，

他也骂了我，说我不可以这样，

才几天就这样了，

真傻~~~

他今天，为了我而回来，

怕我又哭`~

他今天的聚会都不去了，都是因为我...

对不起啊，我不知道你今天有聚会，

不然我不会吵你回来了(@.@)

真怪我那么自私~~~

今天到槟城，都傍晚了，

我们打算到queensbay看戏,

以为今天我没做工，别人也没做工，

怎么知道路上好塞车哦~~

都是刚下班的时间.....

哎呀~~

到我们的家载我了就直接去了，

每部戏都被卖光了，

刚好今天是movie day

也遇到我表姐和表姐夫.......

忍了那么久，

j今天终于可以吃到一年一次的

PROSPERITY BURGER with TWISTER FRIES 了，

虽然不怎么好吃，但也要吃，

因为即将没有了~

吃后就看戏~~~

这部戏“ALL WELL ENDS WELL"

好好看！（>,<)

我们还有好多好多戏没看！

要追戏了！！

h哈哈哈。

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Margaret

新年快乐2012

2012-01-23T21:22:00.000-08:00

新年快乐哦！！

时间过得真快，一转眼，就2012年了....

一转眼，我与他，已经一年多了1，

我们也过两个华人新年了.....

今年，真的要努力，

z做的一切都需要实力才能成功。

无论早上的功，或是唱歌都好，

l两个都需要付出很多。

为了我们的未来，

为了我们的幸福着想....

j今年三月，是我很老公第一次去外国旅行:P

台湾！等我们哦！！

h哈哈

w我那么久的梦想，竟然今年就可以完成了:)

我们拿了拍照的配套，

所以去哪儿，我们好像要拍婚纱照一样,

s虽然不是正式的，但至少也有东西可以留念....

所以，我。。。。。正在。。。。。。努力....

减肥！！！！

a阿。。。。。

.加油！！

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i love you more than anything else

2012-01-21T10:43:00.000-08:00

Me and Ashley Babe

Its already 1 year and 3 months we been together.

We work hard, play hard, and make things possible together....

All these hard work is to let us have a great life in the future..

i wish to have his ring,

i wish to wear wedding dress with him.

i want to do everything with him

A thousand years

2012-01-14T07:23:00.001-08:00

Heart beats fastColors and promisesHow to be braveHow can I love when I'm afraid to fallBut watching you stand aloneAll of my doubt suddenly goes away somehowOne step closer[Chorus:]I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreTime stands stillBeauty in all she isI will be braveI will not let anything take awayWhat's standing in front of meEvery breathEvery hour has come to thisOne step closer[Chorus:]I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreAnd all along I believed I would find youTime has brought your heart to meI have loved you for a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreOne step closerOne step closer[Chorus:]I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreAnd all along I believed I would find youTime has brought your heart to meI have loved you for a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand more

Back again and again .....!

2011-11-19T19:01:00.000-08:00

Hey hey hey....l

It's been awhile that I haven't blog.....

These few months was a very busy month for me...

Busy singing, busy working, busy making appointment,

My. Cousin is already married and I was her brides maid....

My life is about making money...

Now, I have an iPad for my one, and also babe, for sure......:)

Will upload picture soon...

Stay tunes...:)

Happy 10 months ♥

2011-08-20T19:14:00.000-07:00

Once again, its OUR 10 months anniversary...
it was just a glance...
Time passes so fast.
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Although time passes fast,
my love for you is still the same.
no changes.
and im still loving you deeply,
and it will last til the last breath i breathe...
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A chip on shoulder,
i know the past is hard to forget,
but time will heal..
i can see that your love to me is getting more.
IM nearer to 100%..
Im so happy.
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Today you're in KL,
she say she wanted to see you,
i know that you wanted to see her too.
i know how you feel.
but, believe me,
i trust you,
you are with me now.
I'm really happy that you will tell me everything,
although you know that it will hurt me a little.
at least, you are honest to me.
and therefore, i trust you.
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Really wish to go on with you,
a house divided against itself cannot stand,
without you, i will no be 'whole'
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Wish to have a simple love with you.
hope that you will love me the way i love you.
hope that you'll take care of me when im old,
and i take care of you when you're old.
we'll be a very happy couple til we're old.

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Happy 10 months ♥

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Margaret

范瑋琪 - 最重要的決定

2011-08-20T18:45:00.001-07:00

Starcruise--LIBRA

2011-07-24T17:22:00.000-07:00

Last Thursday,
while i was working,
i received a call from babe.
'Want to go up Cruise tonight?'
i stunt for awhile..
I was thinking,
is he joking?
So i said 'Huh?'
and he repeated again...
'Want to go up Cruise tonight?'
and i say, " err, okay.....'
then we hung up.
i felt like, its so sudden...
and i felt happy too! XD
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After work, reached babes home,
get to know that babe and his sis got into a small fight..
babe told me everything.
His dad who ask me to go with them.
So babe ask me to keep my things and we are going.
Its quite rush, and we're hungry.
So His dad fetch us there.
Reached there, we have to wait for registration...
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while waiting,
we bump into Gregory Chan.
and we have a talk....
He looks quite ok,
since he broke up with his GF,
and also quit from hard rock.
haha!
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waited for half and hour,
finally we can enter..
i felt so excited,
this is my first time to cruise,
i've been bugging babe to bring me there,
and now i finally can experience...:)
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we check in into our room,
4 person include babe's dad in a room.
the room is quit small.
but better than nothing..

*reception

*Lobby
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* our room
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* yumi
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After that, we went to deck 4 to have our dinner...
so hungry....
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*deck 4
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*entrance
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me and yumo kept on taking picture,
coz its our 1st time up here.XD

*Ceiling's mirror
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*me and babe <3

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me and babe decided to watch
Burlesque after our dinner...
but unfortunately, we missed it..TT
Its already ending when we enter the hall..
so we just continue its program...
we played a game call 'BINGO"
stand a chance to win rm 18,888
Hmmm....
Just try our luck,
coz it hard to win thou~~

* 3 of us...XD
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after the game, we went to a pub next to the casino to listen to band singing,
so we sat down..
but i ts quite boring because all the song they sangs is chinese oldies...
so me and babe went to toilet to ease our boredness...XD
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At last,
me babe and yumi went for a walk around the cruise...
We went to the highest deck,
and enjoy the scenery from the cruise.
While enjoying, we took some pictures with Yumi's Canon 6D..
and babe's Hp too....XD

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* me....XD
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His dad also took us into the Casino to experience the situation there...
all are gamblers,
and they are quite rich too...
some of them gamble, at the end they brought stacks of money back home...
when i saw that, i stunt...
Thats how they earn money...

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AFter that, we went back to our room and sleep,
coz we are working the next day...
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Next day, after breakfast,
we check out and we went direct to work...
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.Such as nice experience i had...XD

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margaret

Pictures♥♥

2011-07-17T12:20:00.000-07:00

Hey..
As i promise,
i will upload all the pictures we went to KL and Cameron~~
here are all the pictures``
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After we reached KL and check in,
we went to Park Royal KL for interview...
After that, we head to KL PAVILION~~
We went for makan makan```
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Pavilion's Food Court``

* babe and his food``
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* The Blogger``
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After makan, we went for a walk..
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* the view``
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After walk, we went back to Hotel.
Coz we are already tired.
but i insist want to take picture with babe``
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* Tired look...:)
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* Me``
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and so after that, we sleep the whole evening,
but we woke up late night cos we both felt hungry``
GOSH..
so we order food from room service~~
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*menu`
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The next day,
we woke up at 9++ am,
and prepare for our breakfast
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*First picture in the morning``
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*Coffee house @ Concord Hotel
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* Our breakfast XD
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We had very satisfied breakfast.
And full too..
so we walk around the hotel and have a look on the facilities..
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One day i will go for Hard Rock Cafe @ KL.
Haven't got the chance to try the food yet~~
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*Level 1..
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* Babe``
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And so after we walk around the

*Us♥

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And so after we walk around the hotel,
its time for us to check out.
and we are heading to the next destination``
CAMERON HIGHLAND```
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I'm so excited,
because i haven't been here before..
So babe brought me there...
He is bringing me to The Lake House,
which i told her before i would like to go there one day
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* We reached Cameron! XD
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* 2nd Shot```
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*and 3rd shot``` hehe
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The place there are so beautiful```
fresh air and cold weather```
i like it so much~~
Unfortunately we didn't stay there because we didn't book any room.
So we just took LOTS of pictures``
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* Love the pink flower~~~
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* babe <3
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* the lake house's toilet
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* The lobby..
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I like the arrangement so much..XD

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* The man~~
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* The bar~~
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* US <3
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We ordered a Tuna sandwich to fill our empty stomach~~
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And we continue our photos shooting~~
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* the view from UP...
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* I told babe to put our legs there to prove that
we are really here..XD
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* my car~~
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we stay at the lake house for around 1 hour.
After that we went back.
But on the way,
we stop by and buy something.
We came to Cameron, we cant go back with empty hand.
Especially Cameron's strawberry and Corn..
They are sooo FRESH!.
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*my favorite strawberry with choco top~~
Come with combination of sweet and sour.
PERFECT!
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* Babe is buying vegetable for homemade salad~~
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* FRESH STRAWBERRY...

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* my 2nd favorite, cup corn~~
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Through this exciting trip,
I would like to thank my babe for being with me all the time.
Thank you for giving me a whole new life~~
LOVE YA.
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♥

IM SORRY

2011-07-07T11:02:00.000-07:00

Forgive me, for being so childish

Forgive me, for being so annoying,

Forgive me, for always thinking so much

It's just because, I care.

Forgive me, for caring so much.

Forgive me, if you think im too good.

Forgive me, for not being your dream girl,

It's just because, IM not perfect.

Forgive me, because Im not your perfect girl,

Forgive me, for not being beautiful,

Forgive me, for my not-so-clever mind.

Forgive me, because Im not HER.

Im sorry,

I just dont want you to leave me.

Im sorry,

I just want to be with you .

Im so sorry,

I really do love you with all of my heart.

I never say that your love for me is not real.

I'ts just that, im really tyring hard,

to get your heart.

Tring hard,

to be 'perfect'

trying hard,

to be the most happiest couple in the world.

I just want some favor from you.

I just need you to be with me.

I just need your appreciation.

I just need everything of you,

so that, I can tell myself.

It's worth it.

Be with you, I've changed.

and with you,

I've learned alot.

Being with you,It's my right choice.

But for you, i need to know your answer.

So baby,

can you please forgive eveything I've done.

and love me like i love you.

Can you?

Please do not leave me,

because if you leave me,

Im nothing.

Margaret

Tuesday~~

2011-07-05T01:55:00.000-07:00

Well,

today as usual..

Nothing happen~~

Woke up at 9++am

(its my 'Auto' wake up time)

Online + find songs...

Till its 12 noon~

Have an afternoon bath,

Decided to went to gurney for laptop check out~~

Invited Yuvalin...

i took about half an hour to convinced to go out,

coz im alone~~

Went to fetch her at 1.30pm

and then we went to Gurney~~

First thing we do is to Dell's shop,

then we went for lunch at McD.

Lunch time is cheaper,

so i decided to have a McChicken~~:)

And Yuv have an GCB(ala Cart)

We went for a walk,

nothing much happen....

Next destination we went to 1st Avenue....

We decided to watch Transformer..

Its a 2hours+ movie,

but its quite nice thou~~

Went to Yuv's house,

Her dad ask me to stay for dinner,

so im having dinner at her house.

Yuv says i become more fairer then before..

Im quite happy...

She also said that i changed alot~~

Yea, i admit i change alot since i was with babe.....

I become more beauty concious,

health concious and more~~

everything im aware of~~

Influence by babe``LOL..

Well,

Thats all for Tuesday...

Maybe going to Hard Rock to return my things tomorrow~~

GoodniteZzzz...

Margaret

Back from KL and Cameron~~

2011-07-04T00:50:00.000-07:00

Heyy,

glad to be back to blog again.

I baught a new laptop for myself!

im so exited...

First time i kept so much and buy for myself..

but also help from my babee~~~

BABE!

i love you....:)

On Saturday morning,

me and babe decided to went to KL for an interview.

Its an interview for Singapore's sentosa..

we decided to have a try,

so babe wanted to drive there,

we have to wake up early so that we can reach there early~~

It took 4 to 5 hours ...

pity babe coz have to drive so FAR.

Reach there, we check in in Concord KL..

Its room its quite nice to sleep.

but we cant sleep, we have an interview to go~~

So we went to Park Royal KL bu Taxi~~

Unfortunately, i didnt brought my Cert...

Arghhh, i lost confidence, but babe ask me not to give up..

so i try~~~

During Interview, they asked alot~~

and also ask me whether i have any tattoo~~

so.....i've showed themm~~~

After finish interview they say i have to wait for around 3 weeks for answer~~

So. thats my part.

For babe, have to wait for so so longg~~

During that waiting time,

i suddenly saw 'her'

babe get shocked, wondering why she is here..

But its passed, we dont bother that much~~

Babe, almost passed the interview for croupier in Casino,

but she rejected coz she cant deal with smokers~~

Next she was in for Cook~~

She can be confirmed, but babe rejected again coz the

salary is not what she expected~~

so we both walk out with an empty hand~~

But we both are fine~

we try our luck and thats what we get~~

After that, we went to Pavilion~~

A place in KL which i havent go before~

we took our lunch there,

and have a walk~~

All expensive thingsss!

hmmm..

so we just have window shopping~~

hehe..

After that, we went back to hotel and have a sleep~

Late at night we are hungry,

so we have supper~~

my godd...gettin fatter~~

haha...

Next day,

after having breakfast,

we drive our way to Cameron Highland~

I LOVE THERE SO MUCHHH~

nice air, nice scenery~

goshhh..

i toook many pictures,

*i will upload soon :) *

We went to lake house and have a plate of sandwitches~~

and we continue taking pictures~~

after that we went to market.

We baught fresh strawbeeries~~

Fresh Corn~~

and vegetable~~

Its a nice one~~

I will upload the picture soon~

I love babe so much.

thank you babe for this interesting moments~~

muakczz

Colbie Caillat - I Do

2011-06-26T19:56:00.000-07:00

Share this song~~

LOVE IT~~~

2011-06-26T19:54:00.000-07:00

This few days,
Im staying with my babe for almost 1week.
some reason is because sometimes i will work til middle of night,
babe will ask me to stay her house.
My house is too far.
The winding road is quite dangerous too...~~
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This few days with babe i really enjoy.
we went breakfast or brunch, lunch,and dinner together too...
we went out together, cane back together.
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on friday, finish job early,
we had a small quarell.
cry whole day...
but afterwards we are fine after talking.
and then we went gurney drive to eat and walk...
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we walk to gurney drive and walk back.
babe sweat and same goes to me.
its quite a good exercise for both of us thou~~
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Before that on the afternoon, we went for Pizza,
before fetching me to work~~
So we order as usual~~
Suddenly babe's HP rang.
And we get bad news..
Babe's Cholesterol level reached 9.5!
I stunt for awhile.
My brain is tossing nonstop,
thinking what i should do.
Babe's appetite also gone.
so i ate the most of the pizza.
Im so worried.
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So from now on,
im gonna control babe's eating,
so that her cholesterol level can decrease.
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*me
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* see babe's expression.
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Well.
i will do my best for her.
Worried since then til now.
dont dare to let her eat so much things and also supper.
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Today is Sunday,
offday for both of us..*:))
This morning, we went to church at 10 am.
Finish at 12pm.
Thinking of taking her sis to eat but she refuse to.
so we went for DIM SUM..
*fall on dim sum now days...:P*
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Afterwards we went to First Avenue because i need to pass something to my
EX- bf.
SO after pass, i tell her that i wanted an MP3.
I thought that i just saying,
but she took it seriously,
and bought me one.....
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*my new mp3...:P
Pink~~
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I LOVE IT....
THANKS BABE.....XP
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AFterwards we went for our main purpose.
FACIAL!!
FInally! i can have a relaxing facial with babee~~~
Its damn nice and relaxing!
LOve it so much.
Im now outside without make up
but i still feel my face is very clean.........
LOVE IT..!
i definitely will come again...
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NOw,
im sitting at babe's office typing this blog~~
We are going to the new Tesco at Tanjung Tokong.
and for movie, perhaps?
haha~~~
LOVE MY OFFDAYS...XP
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My last day at hard rock is at July 2nd.
my First day at Ibox sdn bhd will be at 11 july!
Wish me luck....

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Getting to LOVE my life
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Margaret

Short Snap~~

2011-06-18T13:25:00.000-07:00

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Margaret

Its JUNE~~

2011-06-01T12:10:00.000-07:00

WOOOO~~
It's June,
Next months, I'm gonna be 1 year in Hard Rock...
Hmmm....
That's a long period of working time for me....
Never thought of leaving there, but the situation inside is getting worse!
Make me gettin' more fed up with their BEHAVIOR!
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I'm actually not a person who like to complaint much,
because i don't like to make trouble,
so I'm kinda simple.
IN this hotel, i have already patient for SO LONG,
and finally, I'm bursting OUT....
I started to complaint,
I started to get mad easily,
I started to fight back.
I had enough and i will fight back for my rights...
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There are reason I don't complaint much,
but as years goes by,
i finally see what it's really all about....
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It's JUNE....
I have 6 wedding functions to sing,
and also 5 days in Corner's club..
But i have to cancel 1 day at corner's club because my shift cant be change.
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talk about my SHIFT, i really DAMN angry!
SHiT SHift arrange by all those people..
I cant accept the shift they've arrange..
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Plus i will take part time study in anytime.
i really dont know what will happen next...
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Babe's Birthday--513

2011-05-19T23:16:00.000-07:00

Babe's birthday falls on May 13...

Thinking of many things...

what to buy, and also what to do....

well,

saw her look through watches and took one of the pictures to make

profile picture..

and thats definitely what she likes!

So i look for internet,

i call to shops and ask about this watch.....

search and search and search...

FINALLY...

Found it.....:)

*This is after i wrap it...haha!

*Fossil

* Fossil's watch

*the card i make for her too....:)

The day in May 13 i gave her the present.

we went to Overtime with her sister and her friend, Angeline

to just have a chit chat....

We do a celebration on Sunday,may 15

where we can sit together and have a proper dinner..

we decided to go for Berlin at Straights Quay.

yumm...

German Food...

They've order a bottle of wine.

its a nice wine..

love it...<3

*me, babe, yumi and sui aing...

*Red Wine

* Me in my new dress...

* Babe in his new shirt, watch and shoes.....

*Birthday Boy....

* me and sui aing..

*Yumi, Ashley and Margaret

*Oopss!

*Whose hand?

After awhile, i ask babe to accompany me to toilet,

but actually i wanna have a private shooting with her...:)

Its the first birthday that i celebrate with babe.

Hope the next birthday, i can giver her a more

exciting and more memorable birthday than ever...

Love you

Margaret

Exercise Exerciseee~~~

2011-05-07T14:40:00.000-07:00

whaoooo~~
I feel like exercise.
because I think I'm getting more fatter..
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For today, my exercise will be--
Hula-Hooping...^^
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Did this exercise for an hour..
Felt great :)
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Have some short snap after exercise..
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The end....
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:)

Makan makan~~

2011-05-07T11:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday in our department,
have this 'makan-makan' session,
it's because of our department get the 3rd place in 'The Battle of Colour'
so they take the cash and order and also cook food to celebrate....
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Actually i didn't know that they're having this makan thing,
until i walked into the operator room
and I'm like, 'wHOAA! Why so many food here?
What's happening?"
Then tell told me they actually celebrating...
and so then, i ate.
and I'm really full.
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*This pudding, which i like the most,
made by our duty manager, Christine Wu.
Nice ^^
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*Roti XX,*i forgot the name* is made by our Guest Relation Manager,
Fadzil, and the Curry is GOOD! ^^
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* Cup Cakes?
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* Chocolate cake......yumm~~
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* Blueberry Cheesecake~~~
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*The Food...~~
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* and drinks
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*During the 'makan-makan'....
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All the food actually cant finished because too many,
so we called staff from different department to come help us eat,
Our IT assistant, Beng, ate 5 packet of Bee Hoon!
He's really a good eater,
he brought back 3 packet of Bee Hoon Back for his dinner...
Shock! haha~~
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After eating we clean all the place,
and i have to bring back some of the food back.
I'm gonna cook it for babe to eat later on.
hehe..
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Weather are hot nowadays,
my body are hitty,
and my pimples are growing...:(
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*Noticed my pimples??
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*lots of pimples....:(
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The weather are unpredictable nowsdays,
we must drink lots of water, eat more
vegetable and also fruits,
do not eat too much fried and oily food.
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I LOVE YOU.
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Margaret

L-A-Z-Y to SLeep??

2011-05-06T22:50:00.000-07:00

Good morning.
Today is a hot morning and don't know why,
I'm lazy to sleep!
LAZY?
gosh...
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I slept 2am yesterday, woke up 7.30am today because i pass the
key card to my lover.
At home now, feel like want to have a quick sleep but
i prefer to go online then sleep..
That's why my body are so hitty,
sleep late, woke up so early and do not drink much water.
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From now onwards, i will get myself use to sleep early
so that my dark circle won't get any worse r. :s
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Yesterday i went for interview for an inter-transfer to the
sales and marketing department.
i wish to change so that i can learn new things.
although yesterday the sales director seems like telling me lots of difficulty in that position,
but i seem to have faith in myself.
at the same time,
I'm gonna back my diploma cert, but it's not the same course I'm taking.
But it's better than nothing,
so I'm willing to face challenge rather than staying in Operator forever.
Sorry for being so mean but that's the facts.
So I'm hoping to get that position,
and i will do my best.
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Well, babe's birthday falls on may 13th.
but we're gonna celebrate on the 15th.
Going for German food, maybe?
And I'm giving her a surprise~
Can't wait for that day to come...
^0^
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Taken yesterday.
Hope you like it....:)
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Margaret

Memory...... ♥ ♥

2011-05-05T12:00:00.000-07:00

Below are the pictures which taken few months ago~~
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*Hard Rock Hotel Penang...
The days when we were working together....
**miss it....**
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*At xxxx Mcdonald after Swensen.....:)
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Margaret

Baskin Robbins ♥ ♥

2011-05-05T10:34:00.000-07:00

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6 months Anniversary= APril 20 2011

2011-05-05T10:25:00.000-07:00

Hey guyss..
Such long time i didnt update my blog...
i was doing very fine this few days...
wanna share something bout me and her..
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Well,
on this special day, we were together for 6 months!
Time really passes so fast...
cant wait to have a life with babe...
We both doing fine,
she works and i works..
can cope with certain things..
but few thing we just cant afford..
we just have to be patient..
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On the 20th April, which falls on Wednesday,
we, including her sister Yumi, and her grandmother,
went to straights Quay for a walk...
and also have our dinner there...
its a very nice and beautiful place,
which many people love to have photo shooting here,
and also just take a walk with the whole family.
You can see lots of people bring their family especially their old ones...
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we too have many photo taking session there...

*Me and babe@ Straights Quay

* My creation***
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** Happy 6 months Anniversary:)**
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* My babe doing the photo shoot...**cool**
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* My 2nd creation....
photo taking use my Sony Erricson W750**
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*My 3rd Creation**
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After the photo taking session, we went for dinner at Blue Reef....
Its a very nice place and i love it...:)
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* Cutlery**
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*Our dinner...
Forgot what it called***
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* Babe do it for me***
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* The background..
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* me**
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We ate til very full...
its a nice place to sit and chat too...
but unfortunately im working that night...
so its quite rush...
but its okay..
we can come again next time...:)
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Thanks babe for everything...
i promise you that i will take care of you..
no matter what it take...
I love you and
Happy 6 Months....
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LOve you
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Margaret

Disappointed+ sad + ??

2011-04-04T16:36:00.000-07:00

This year, i decided to particpate in the Astro Quest Competition

organise by Astro...

I have so much faith and confidence that i can do better than the others.

so, i want to go for my dreams...

Booked flight ticket to KL for rm74++.....

Bus ticket rm7....

before going there, im having big problem with my friend and my family,

lucky she was there with me, accompany til i was in flight....

is my first time, felt so great in flight...

coz i can see everything......:)

after reaching KL, i started to look for my bus...

carried my heavy luggage, walk all along to bus...

and its damn HOT.....

after that finaly i reach to the bus...

Sit for 1 hour.....

reached KL central.......

meet Charis and we went to Greenbox together til 12am....

quite fun and also tired....

reached charis' house,

have a shower then we chat til 2am......

ALright,main point.....

i woke up at 7am++ and prepare....

we went for breakfast,

took taxi to titi wangsa,

took LRT to bukit jalil...

and we thought we have reach...

looked everywhere, BUT NOTHING....

asked for direction, told us that we have to taxi to AStro main gate....

damn.....

we walk all the up, then walk all the way down to take taxi...

its a hot day and we are sweating........

took taxi to Astro main gate,

geeze!!!

have to line up for registration, and its a LONG LONG line!

im number 0362,charis is 0369....

we reached there at 10++

and we start audition on 5++pm!!

damn,

went in Audition room,

introduces my self and number,

and i sang "Saving all my love for you"

looked and me, stunned..

and they request to sing chinese song,

so i sing,

3rd word and im OUT....

what the??

my singing have problem?

or because im the type you looking for?

i felt so sad, disappointed and not satisfy.....

so i decided to come again the next day....

CHaris decided not to come....

so i have to come alone......

next day, i do the same things.

took taxi to titi wangsa

lrt to bukit jalil and

taxi to astro....

i almost lost at LRT.....

reached there, was in between 100...

this time, i just wanted to see again the environment and looked at the people they choose....

the people they choose are all the type they want...

all the people who have no LOOK,

FAT, SHORT, etcc...

Just a short introduction and you're out!

what is thisss???

this is a talent search!

NOt model SEARCH! this time,

i knew that,

'i failed, not because of my voice,

its because im not the type they wanted'

this time

im not that sad..and i met new friend....

she fetch me to LRT and two guys teach me the way to TImes square....

im in the shopping mood tat time.............

i took lrt to KL central,

then monorel to times square....

seriously, if i stay at KL...

i will be slimmer....

coz all along, im walking...

walking and walking....

walk to here...

walk to there...

and even now my leg is hurting me......

In here, i have a great time with Charis and Jac....

we shop together.

chat together....

in KL, i learn many new things also....

si i didnt waste my time here......

going back penang tommrow...

and i cant wait to meet my hubby.....

wait me ya....

.:)

.im gonna save money to participate competition at taiwan....

i dont wish this competition will let my dreams down..

i belive, i can do better than all the contestant,

i belive one day,

my dreams will come true...

i believe, god will show me the way....

have faith and confident.....

Margaret

Happy 5th mOnths....:)

2011-03-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

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Live experience@ mois

2011-03-15T18:04:00.001-07:00

Its such a LONG LONG time that i never went in to Mois...
Everything had change,
environment, and also the feeling...
but one thing that never changeee,
That is it always PACK!....
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Its was actually a private function...
but its still full of people......
i met my colluege, and also my primary friends.....
HMMM....
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and its also have a slogan which attracts us....
"register early and stand a chance to win an Ipad'
and we thought that register first three will get it...
so, me and hazel are at Upper Penang Road @ 6.30pm!!!
We went to had our dinner and straights away we wait....
cant believe we were there that early, and we are the 1st customer....!
but in the end. its only the lucky draw that decided who won...!
#$%^&*(
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But its okay, i had quite a lot of fun....
dance the whole night til 3am...
Free flow...
get to know new people....XD
get to met my friend....
such long time i dont have this feelings..........
its such a fun.....
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The theme is white,, so we all wear white....XD
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*hazel, me and cindy.....
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*hazel and me.....
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*Us againnnXD
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*hazel and me......:)
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*hazel, me and cindy....
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I dance til three...
haha....
hazel stand til leg pain but im still dancing...XD
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LOve

2011-02-22T11:05:00.000-08:00

Folks!
Soo soo long i didnt update my blog....
quit busy now days...
hmm...
just wanna tell you my activity these days...
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*Just finished a performance with shi chek at
BM compleks.....
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*Having dinner @ pizzeria
with babe, yumi and also her friend....
Yum yummmmmm~~~
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*going to redbox with babe....
@ car waiting and snap some shots....
on that we sang from 6.30pm til 1am...
hahaha......
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*my secondary classmates...
how i miss them soo muchhh....
we went gathering on the feb 5....
eat steamboat then to straights quay
to hang out....
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*@ secreat recipe with my chocolate blende....
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*me and ye ling @golden steamboat...
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* me and the princess joanne @ straights quay
taking picture....
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*me and hiao hiao khooi kin......
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* we again...
we LOVE taking picture....
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*met my senior @ secret recipe....
miss her too......
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These few days im working non stop....
non stop....
morning work,
night work at pub....
have not enough sleep.....
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but anyhow,
im happy to earn...
and thanks babe for being with me everytime....
love ya....
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Margaret

Listen

2011-02-04T00:05:00.000-08:00

Listen, to the song here in my heart,

A melody I start, but cant complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within,

Its only beginning to find release

The time has come, for my dreams to be heard,

they will not be pushed aside and turn

into you own, all cause you wont

Listen.......

Listen!

i am alone at the crossroad,

im not at home in my own home.

And i tried and tried

to say whats on my MIND

YOU should have known

Now i've done believing you

You dont know what im feeling...

Im more than what

You've made of me

I've follow the voice, you gave to me,

But now i've gotta find....

My own

Happy Chinese New Year....

2011-02-03T19:32:00.000-08:00

Its New Year again.....

well...

its was a hot and also boring day........

i came to my best friend house....

talk and also eat...

OMG.....

I wish that babe could accompany me

but babe seems to busy with their side too...

many angpaos to take,

new year shirt to be wear.....

and im excited for the 8th to come...XD

*we

Very lame.....

we went to gurney for our lunch today...

im so hungry....

thought that i can have lunch at my grandma's house

but my mum asked me to not come.....

boringggggg.......

SLeep late yesterday, and cried til my eye swollen.....

past already...

i still hope that everything will be fine..

hoping for miracle....:)

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took this pict and send it ti babe.....

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this is my new year dress....

2 more dresses to wear....

all of 3 dresses, this i like the most...XD

Thats how my First day of Chinese New Year passed...

Will be having a gathering with my secondary class mate

this coming 5th...

im so excited...

havent seen them for so long.....

This coming 8th also a day that im waiting for...

i must appreciate these days....

Babe...

No matter what,

i will always love you....

my heart, belongs to you,

not only now,

but FOREVER....

i LOVE YOU....

Margaret

20th of January = 3rd months

2011-01-20T21:28:00.000-08:00

Today,

i bought a shirt for you from Hard Rock Hotel,

because you told me that you wanna bought it...

so i thought of giving you as a gift TODAY...

Coz its on the 20th.....XD

Then we went to Pragin Mall..

coz i wanted to buy shoes for new year....

after that we went in to a shop...

we took some shirt and jeans for you to try...

try

and try...

in the end, i bought a jeans and a t-shirt for you...:)

well babe...

this is the least i can do for you...

.Love ya...:)

Hearts for you...

2011-01-19T20:28:00.001-08:00

Margaret♥Babe
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This heart is for you babe....
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I miss hanging around with you..
I miss watching movie with you...
i miss going youth park with you...
i miss going for breakfast with you.....
i miss when we are kissing..
i miss when we are in car playing around
like a small child...*hehe*
i miss going dinner with you...
i miss going red box with you
and having a small concert inside...:) i miss watching TV with you at home....
i miss when you cook mushroom soup for me....
i miss when we went to cold storage together...
i miss when we go pasar malam together, and eat koay kak...
i miss everytime we were with me...:)
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I LOVE it when you hug me to sleep...
I LOVE it when you call me "babe'
I LOVE IT when you call me 'wify'
I LOVE IT when you hold my hand
while driving...
I LOVE IT when you kiss my forehead and tell me
'Goodnight, babe'
I LOVE IT when we say the same sentense for almost
every time...
I LOVE IT when we took picture together...
I LOVE IT when we shout 'CUTE!" after see a very cute baby...XD
I LOVE IT when you call me and talk lame things....
I LOVE IT when im crying you hug me and say,
'Dont cry babe,im here for you.'
I LOVE IT when you smile...
I LOVE IT when you're blushing....
I LOVE tickling you coz you're afraid of it....XD
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when you say,
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I LOVE YOU....
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For you babe....♥

2011-01-16T09:25:00.000-08:00

YOU TOOK MY HEART AWAY...

Staring at the moon so blue

Turning all my thoughts to you

I was without hope or dream

Try to dull an inner scream

But you . . . saw me through . . .

Walking on a path of air

See your faces everywhere

As you melt this heart of stone

You take my hand to guide me home and now

I’m in love...

You took my heart away

When my whole world was grey

You gave me everything and a little bit more

And when it’s cold at night

And you sleep by my side

You become the meaning of my life . . ..

Living in a world so cold

You were there to warm my soul

You came to mend a broken heart

You gave my life a brand new start

And now . . . I ’m in love

You took my heart away

When my whole world was grey

you gave me everything and a little bit more

And when it’s cold at night

And you sleep by my side

You become the meaning of my life . . .

Holding your hands

I won’t fear tomorrow

Here where we stand

We never be alone

You took my heart away

When my whole world was grey

You gave me everything and a little bit more

And when it’s cold at night

And you sleep by my side

You become the meaning of my life . . .

You become the meaning...

You become the meaning of my life . .

Your wify

♥Golden Thai with babe♥

2011-01-12T07:23:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a great day with my babe...

we went to Golden Thai and have our dinner...

That was my dad's former working place...

but its call Eden Seafood Village before...

There has alot of my childhood memory over there...

so i tell my babe that we go there one day...

The next day, we really went there...:)

Well..

inside has nothing much changes,

even my aunt are still there working...

Surrounding are still the same...

let me reminds of my childhood...

i also tell babe that this was the place where my mum and dad met...XD

a guy chooses a place for us to sit..

nice view...

because its my the beach....

Babe ordered dishes and also ordered wine...

This is the first time im having wine with dishes....

The wine taste bitter but its nice and fruity...

Babe ordered Vegetable, Fish and also Chicken..

No seafood because i didnt take seafood...

*haha*

We eat and talk many things at the same time...

we both very full after that...

so we rest awhile and enjoy our wine...

I finish working at 7pm...

reach Golden Thai at 7.10pm...

then we eat and drink....

but when we left there its already 10 somethng!

My GOsH!

We stay too long already...

but we very enjoy our talks...

all about

working, friends, family,

and plus all the lame things...

*lol*

Before we left we saw a very very very

cute baby...

English baby...

Babe say that its good if we can take back the baby...

hhaha!!

well...

After fetching babe home...

i went home and ZZzzz........

That all for night with babe.....

Thanks babe for giving a great night...

i wont forget it...

foreverr....

I LOVE YOU....

♥

Margaret

♥Tuesday Morning♥

2011-01-11T09:52:00.000-08:00

Its Tuesday morning yo~~

Going to work soon....

I felt so bad just now~~

i over slept.....

Yesterday i have a very great day with my babe...

went home early,

but sleep late..

bcoz of editing pictures...

lol...

I felt so good this morning...

cant stop of thinking you...

although yesterday we talk about something that upsets me...

but..

can i do anything?

i cant plan anything with you..

im gonna study soon....

i really am afraid to lose you...

but anyhow..

i will appreciate the time with you...

anytime, anywhere, everywhere...

do you know?

your the best thing i ever knew?

i need you so much....

Tonight we will having dinner together...

im so happy...

i will list down all our memory..

and keep in my heart...

my safe box....*haha*

forever....

i cant predict the future....

but i do believe in fate...

God arrange everything for me..

and i know what He done for me...

Alright...

Im stopping here...

Lastly to tell you...

I LOVE YOU

Margaret

♥Saturday morning♥

2011-01-07T13:28:00.000-08:00

♥

Start from Friday morning...

We had plan to go to Youth park

because we both think its time to exercise for a little...

well..

we plan to wake up at 8am, reach there 9am..

done our thing around 11am..

went back home shower,

rest awhile..

then only i off to work....

but, guess what...

i woke up at 8am,

someone hasnt woke up yet.....

call once but no one answer,

so i wait for few minutes to call back again......

in the mean while..

i snap some picture of myself....

hmmm=)

*closer look...:)

call again second time,

finally answer my call..

ask whether still wanted to go or not,

and decided dont want to go coz tired...

its okay,

so i buy breakfast, and we eat together and watch hong kong comedy...:)

after that i went to work...

work til 12am...

after work we enjoy ice-cream together...

eat till mouth all stain...:)

Saturday morning♥

promise that this time will go...

and we really do go....

reach youth park,

we walk at the field for around half an hour...

stopped because of the sun has rised..

and we went to the park for a walk...

actually,

we talk more than we exercise...

lol....

went for breakfast together,

and back home....

going to work later on..

:S.

I get a small gift from my babe....

well...

i love chocolate....

so much...:)
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Thats all...

Thanks babe for giving me a

wonderful day...

i love you...

Margaret

DANZITY @ Double Dare (Street Jazz)

2011-01-03T22:42:00.000-08:00

Competition by me and my sweetie Eva...

New Year's eve @ Copthorn Hotel...

2011-01-03T19:29:00.000-08:00

Hey guys...

how do you celebrate you new year's Eve??

Well..

to tell you frankly, im working on that night...:(

but...

i work with a happy feeling..

The end of 2010, and start of 2011...

when it reached 12am SHARP...

all Shouted:

'Happy New Year!!"

and all started hugging each other...

some do cry too.....

this is very magical moment...

i felt so touch...

I tell myself...

i must have a New Start...

i dont want to be the one whose been left behind...

i will be the one who stood up....:)

Back to the topic...

hmmm...

on that day im working at Copthorn Hotel Penang...

They organised a new year event called the

'Carbaret Night'

wuhooo...

how i like this theme so much....:)

We the Indigo Band Performing the whole night through

to entertain all guest...

besides us,

there also performance by the China Gurls

and also the Paper Dolls...

all very interesting performance...:)

* The Indigo Band

* The Singers...

* Queency, June and me

*me:P

We all dress in carbaret style of dress...

how i like it soo much....:)

**individuals**

*Queency...:)

* Margaret(me)
.

* June..

*the event is a sucess!

margaret

The End of 2010

2010-12-31T14:14:00.000-08:00

Today is the end....

ENd of 2010.....

I have many things to left behind....

leave behind all memory...

all the history...

all the past....

Look foward...

and be a better person....

I know i can do good in the future....

i know i have my future in my hand...

I cant waste time anymore...

For im gonna be 21 in 2011...

i...

already grown up..

Im not a child anymore...

i must be independent than others...

i cant be like the past...

which i think that im really stupid...

Grown up...

and also think wisely...

so, goodbye 2010....

Hello 2011....

Welcome to my life...

and lead me to a better way of living....

Happy New Year....

2011

Margaret

All i want for CHRISTMAS....XD

2010-12-23T16:30:00.000-08:00

I dont want a lot for Christmas...

There's just one thing i need,

I dont care about presents,

Underneath the Christmas tree,

I just want YOU for my own,

More than you could ever know,

Make my WISH come TRUE.....

That is..

ALL i want for Chrismas, is you~~

I dont need to hang my stocking...

There upon the fireplace...

Santa Claus wont make me happy,

With a toy on Christmas day...

I just wan YOU for my OWN..

More then you could ever know...

Make my wish Come true....

All i want for Christmas, is YOU~~

To my Lord:

So please my lord,

heard my prayer,

give me a sign,

to show me that you had heard me,

all the sorrow and pain i face througout the journey,

i believe its just a test...

I know im strong,

i know im tough,

i know you love me

and will gave me strength to face...

Thank you for showing me,

what i have done this last 2 years,

you've awaken me....

**************************************************

As for YOU~~

Your mine i know...

Doesnt matter what i've face...

i've belong to you...

No regrettes...

Thank you for appearing into my life....

without you i wont be leaving those craps....

Craps that distroy my life...

************************************************

To the person i hate...

YUP...

i hate you...

and i know u know who i know you are....

once dislike, there's no return..

you distroy my life...

but i still want to thank you,

without you, i wont know that i've make a mistake.

without you, i wont know the real face....

so,

thank you...

but i still dislike you...

XD.

*************************************************

Lastly,

All i want for Christmas,

Still is

YOU!!

Merry Christmas XDXXD

Margaret

笑一笑，沒設麽大不了....

2010-11-30T01:23:00.000-08:00

*curly hair....

*笑一笑，沒什麽大不了...:)

笑，能讓我忘掉煩惱...

能讓我開心...

即使你幾不開心都好，

要學會笑...

有人告訴我,

其實我笑容很美,

爲什麽我不笑多點呢？

我笑容真的美嗎？

以前,我很不喜歡笑...

因爲我覺得，我笑得很丑...

直到有一天，

我在鏡子面前，看者我自己的笑容....

看看，到底要怎樣微笑，

拍照，才會美....
.

我喜歡自拍,

我喜歡外排...

我很羡慕那些很上鏡的人...

我很羡慕拍照自然的人...

可說，我很喜歡拍照....

但，我不會很上鏡，

我，只好欣賞別人的照片就可以了.........

某人說我笑起來，很美，

勸我多笑...

我真在學習，

沒鏡子，我笑得很不自在...

我及時才能笑得自然呢??

中學的時候，

很多人不喜歡我,因爲我看起來

很驕傲...

看起來很不喜歡和人説話哪种人...

我聼了，就告訴他們...
'你們不懂我那時很害羞，不敢説話...”

他們參我久了，才說。

原來我是那麽瘋的...

一個一個就慢慢的欺負我了...哈哈...

在做工，

很多trainee

都告訴我...

第一眼看到我，以爲我很兇.

以爲我是坏女生.......

但，和他們相處只需要三天，

他們就可以欺負我了....

啊。。。。。。。。

想你..

突然好想你....

你會在那裏？

會不會想我？

今天本來説好不吃東西...

但，計劃失敗了...

雪伊，你還要不要幾小時候提醒我？

今天失敗了....
加油！

今天四點才能睡...

TT...

margaret

打噴嚏...

2010-11-26T11:55:00.000-08:00

今天一大早.

就打噴嚏了....
還打了不停...
鼻子沒癢...

也沒覺得冷....

有人，

在想我嗎？

這兩天都在淋雨,

前天林雨后，

開始頭痛了...

但過後沒事...
*因爲我堅強痲*哈哈*

昨天因爲塔巴士回家，

走進家時，要淋雨...

可能是我很久沒塔巴士了，

覺得很暈車,

肚子友好餓好餓....

哎.....

代會要做工了...

爸爸載我去，

回呢，我爸會載我嗎？

好了...

就到此爲止.....

margaret

今天....

2010-11-26T02:00:00.000-08:00

。

今天。。

十一月二十五日....

不懂爲什麽,

覺得今天是個倒黴的一天..

可講說，昨天我真的很開心...

那星期三，我不覺得寂寞的一晚...

但昨天，不是每次都有哪一天...
所以我覺得很珍惜.....

今天,

很早就到公司了....

吃了點巧克力麵包...

*好好吃*

我很開心...
.

開始做工

一直到為，

我都很精....

很開心的和我trainee和

crew leader

一起做工...

答應好我的朋友，

四點有練舞....

但最後一分鐘告訴我有taining.....

那時我告訴她，我不能因爲有東西作...

今天會忙....

我很討厭last minute的事...

我會很煩很生氣...

就比如說我今天應了我leader得嘴...
告訴他，我真的很不喜歡這樣...

最近我又被別部門的人講....
我到底做錯什麽？？？

我開心來做工也有錯嗎？？？

到最後我還是被他講

講到我哭了...

trainee安慰我別哭...

但我還是很生氣.....

過後塔巴士去新世界....

我第一次塔去那裏，

不懂怎麽下車...

在巴士裏,

我感覺很寂寞...
我不喜歡寂寞....

練了舞，

七點塔巴士回家...

拿車鎖飾然後找愛地吃東西...
.

.吃完后

趕去練習....

練到十一點....

何soon and viin講話...

他們要回家鄉了....

鎮捨不得...:(

現在在家上網，寫下我心情....

我還是討厭她...
討厭人很累....

這種生活要習慣...

縂有一天，

我會得到想要得的東西......

.♥♥

Margaret

Photoshooting

2010-11-24T23:51:00.000-08:00

went for photoshooting at botanical garden

with yumi last sunday...

and i late to work too..

2 are 2 sampples..

waiting 4 more pictures...:)

margaret

狐狸精

2010-11-23T22:49:00.000-08:00

今天，聽到了一些東西

讓我心真的很不舒服....

我，

被稱呼

‘狐狸精’

我真的無話可説...
無言....

'your not cheap, but your a bitch!'

'fuck off!'

呵....

可看，

他們怎樣看待我了吧

這些都是罵我的粗口...

看小我的意思....

現在，

我被稱呼成這樣...

我會讓們知道....

我會做給你們看...

你們在排側錯人了....!

到時，

別怪我那樣對待你們...

別説我變了令個人...

我是在證明，

你們是在說自己.....

那個這樣稱呼我的人....

請用鏡子照照自己....

看看自己的態度....

改變你自己再說說人吧！

在這裡我有權利說我的感想。。

我的想法....

如果你覺得我這樣做你不喜歡，

別叫別人叫我刪除掉。。。

因爲我不會！

習慣....

2010-11-23T12:00:00.000-08:00

我...

這樣的生活...

到底算，好？

還是不好?

工作方面，

最近發生了很多事....

弄到我很沒心情做工...

去做工，都帶者苦臉去...

金錢方面，

我也面對不少問題....

也是最頭痛的一個...
弄到我更加沒心情.......

但有時候，

做自己忙，

做給自己很累...

因爲我不想胡思亂想....

跳舞跳到整身痛，

跳到累....

把時間排得滿滿....

不留時間給自己....

現在以爲有得去跳舞...

不在家想東西...
老實説我怕寂寞...

多想有人陪我在身邊...
但我還得面對....

今天突然想寫下我心情...
我所想的東西...

我想要的東西....

討厭和恨一個人,真得很累....

何人吵架，弄到自己很煩....

我什麽都不想做,

想趕快把我的夢想完成...

不喜歡所有看小我的人....

不喜歡那些看小我事業的人...

更加不喜歡那些嘲笑我的人.....

我那麽積極要完成我夢想...

就是想告訴你們，

你們錯了！！

我有我的思想...
你們不了解就算了...

我給你們罵得狗血淋頭，

罵得幾離譜都好，

雖然心很傷，

但你們要罵，就罵得痛快點吧...

我生活，由我自己管.....

無論如何，

我要學習作個快樂的人，

學習珍惜我身邊的人，

朋友及家人....

我發覺到，

他們,在我無助時，

幫我很多...

我很感謝他們....
.

今天的日子，

就過得快樂，簡單點吧.....
**cheers**

margaret

lame

2010-11-18T02:55:00.000-08:00

AT cc now with siao hui...

get to on9 free coz my brother is working rite now..

and somebody is peaking somebody....

muahahahahaha...

its gonna b 3am...

lol...

2moro morning 9am im goin to beach

with soon...

play volleyball....

healthy exercise...

well thats all...

margaret

New Hair Cut...:)

2010-11-15T01:46:00.000-08:00

YEsterday went for a hair cut...

and also did treatment for my hair.....

well...

have to treat my hair once awhile....

my hair is seriously damage.....

lol....

after hair cut..

went to danzity to celebrate willy's

and colline birthday.....

yesterday happened many things..

unespected...

although i knew that this will happen...

what should i do??

My dance competition is coming soon...

Dec 11...

i need to choreo...

i need to choreo....

arghhhhh.....

choreooooo....

god....

give me creative idea ya... :)

well...wish me luck

in everything...:)

*me and my sweetie eva....:P

MArgaret

2010-11-12T01:29:00.000-08:00

。

下雨天了，怎么办?

我好想你...

不敢打给你，我找不到原因....
为什么失眠的声音,

变得好熟悉....

承莫的场景，做你的代替...

陪我等雨停...

期待，让人越来越疲惫...

谁和我一样，等不到他的谁....

爱上你我总在学会,寂寞的滋味....

一个人撑伞，一个人察泪，

一个人，好累....

怎样的雨?

怎样的夜？

怎样的我能让你，更想念...

雨要多大？

天要多黑？

才能够，有你的体贴...

其实，

没有我，

你分不出那些差别,

结局还能多明显...

别说你会难过,

不说你想改变...

被爱的人不用道歉......

Pictures

2010-11-12T01:15:00.000-08:00

*******

Just a simple snap

during my MC day..

.

Margaret

My god

2010-11-11T06:50:00.000-08:00

wish

2010-11-10T20:15:00.000-08:00

Teenage dream...

teenage wish...

its just like that..

Margaret

去你的！

2010-11-10T14:38:00.000-08:00

當我是什麽？

說什麽，‘哪像你，我只不過和人是朋友..

沒想過要追人....

我會記住你怎樣對我‘

呸！

當初你怎麽對我？？

我還不是一樣原諒你!

不之一次，有兩三次了！

你和我在一起，

還和我之前的好朋友在一起...

那算什麽？

因爲這樣我被傷...

我原諒你，你以爲我會忘記。。。

但你錯了...

你讓我失去了信心，

讓我懷疑...
讓我更加的有懷疑的心.......

現在在你眼裏是我被判你....

背叛？

我沒作出這樣的事...

當初你有我朋友在你身邊，

你都在騗者我......

到最後才告訴我。。。

我....原諒你...
.

現在我都不理

自己想，當初你怎麽對我....

。

我不會河泥聯絡...

我不會再找你.....

不會了！！

My oFf day......

2010-11-09T23:03:00.000-08:00

Today is my off day...

this morning get a morning call...

haha...

so im awake...

after that i do some dancing for awhile

my sister's diciplin teacher called

and say that my sis dyed her hair...

i have 2 go and fetch her....

after fetch

i stay at home for awhile

then i go to clinic.....

but before that....

* XD

*yeeee

*muaccckkk...

some photos...

playing with my lips....

hahaxxx...

after that i went to my panel clinic.....

OMG...

they decided to remove my nail.....

and i agreed...

it was a nightmare for me...

i cried and i shouted in the clinic

while they are taking out my nails....

you can imagine how was the pain......

even they inject something

but its still pain like helll.....!

i drive back alone...

and it was a damn!!
all the way i was crying and

drinving my car

because im in pain...

but i have 2 bare the pain.....

i cant do anything...

* this is my leg....

have to go back clinic 2moro for dressing and im on

MC for 2 days....

haih....

hope i can recover fast..

i need 2 pratise for my dance competition....

i need 2 dance...

i dun wan to be like that!!

arggghh!

well.;;

wish me well soon....

margaret

OUting OUting OUTING~~~

2010-11-09T12:01:00.000-08:00

Another outing.....

this time is with

Yumi, Ai dee and Siao hui....

Went to queensbay after work..

decided to buy dress for photoshooting...:)

firstly, we went to eat 1st..

4get whats the name called..

but its nice..:)

*siao hui and yumi..

*aidee...:)

*and me....yummmm:)

After that we went to the faceshop...

have a look for almost 1 hour

then we say we come back again...

and then we went to jusco to buy my shirt...

but first we try and have photoshoot session..

hahahaha...

*woahhh....siao hui and sexy yumi....

*aidee and yumi...

*2 orang gila....haha

*me and siao hui

hahaha..

*yumi and siao hui...

*yumi, aidee and me...:)
.

*after that we went to the faceshop and buy our things...

haha...

then we felt tired..

so we sit awhile...

have a group pict....

all tired d.....lol

AFTER that..

we went for

ICE-CREAM.......:)

WELL..

the end....

went back after that...

next i will be uplaoding

pictures again...

margaret

...

2010-11-04T01:51:00.000-07:00

我又哭了

怎麽又哭？

不要哭了,好嗎？.

My immortal

2010-11-04T01:13:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

............

2010-11-04T00:53:00.000-07:00

沒人能懂我的心情...

根本就沒有...

被搞成這個樣子....
我卻是得不到我想要的東西...

而且是永遠都不會....

我現在算是在發明星夢嗎？

還是我在浪費時閒發白日夢...

告訴自己...

離開這裡吧...

這裡你不會得到什麽...

得的東西，都是絕望....

老天..

暗示我好嗎？

告訴我..

我現在所作的東西...

是對,還是錯...

我捨不得一切....

我想靜靜的收拾行李....

偷偷地離開這個地方....

什麽人都不會告訴...

從新生活....
.

問題是...

我做到嗎？？

一切由我來決定...
慢慢的...

我就會懂答案了.......

Outing~~

2010-11-04T00:19:00.000-07:00

Quick blog...

went to queensbay with

Sia Siao Hui

on my off day yesterday..

fitting room @ jusco

hmmmm

* our couple meal....:)

i like this dress....

but i didnt buy...:(

* i LOVE this...

therefor,i bought it..:)

at pizza hut...:)

*me and siao mei mei...

haha

PIZZA HUT:)

ymmm! mushroom soup!

eating my pizza.....

This is at gurney...hehe

woahhhh~~~~

taken by sia siao hui....

This is siao mei mei...:)

*this at gurney...:)

margaret

Goodbye OLD life

2010-11-01T12:19:00.000-07:00

.
.
.
Well...
Many things happen this few days...
many many things....
which involve me and her..
which has been interrupt by someone...
and causes friends all dont like me anymore...
.
.
but why do i care...
that person only wanted revenge...
so that i will stay away...
so that i will lose everything..
.
.
i can tell you that you are wrong....
wrong and wrong...
i have my carrier to continue..
i've learned to trust myself...
since before i lack of trust in friends...
which i have been betrayed before..
and now im right again....
.
.
so whats the point of me sad because of some small
things?
whats the point?
my friend say that you're right...
but my side there was people who really know you....
.
.
i can be myself...
so dont waste your time take revenge...
.
.
.
so goodbye old life...
and i have confident in my life....
and i also know..
That person will support me...
even though she listen different things from
different people...
but she choose to believe me...
Thank you....
.
.
.
*wink*
.

.
.

Margaret

WHY?

2010-10-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

I couldnt belive

That this things happen to me..

Why should it be,

so complicated,

and making me crazy....

Kelly Clarkson-My life sucks without you

2010-10-09T15:09:00.000-07:00

.My solo...:)

Pinktober 2010

2010-10-09T14:55:00.000-07:00

Its gettin pInk in hard rock

this whole OCTOBER...

its call PInktober...

it was organised by Hard Rock INternational

to help the breast cancer society...

So..

money that earn in this pinktober

will donate some to the Society....

Included Pink Room in our hotel...

ALL PINK!

haha...

my colour...!!

*my land yard with one year anniversary pin...

*things i bought....

*hard rock..

*bracelet and pin!!

*Pinktober Pin....Rm45

*Pinktober bracelet..rm70....:)

*Pinktober duck....

This toy duck that sell also is part of charity programme..

Many people bought it...:)

*nabil at the back.....

*ainis...:)

*cute duckkkk..:)

*pinktober rooms...:)

it was display at the lobby...

*hmmmm...

*siao hui,nabil and me at the reception..

*DO,RE,Mi

Its all about PINK!!

Rock ON!!

margaret

REdbox with friends....

2010-10-09T14:13:00.000-07:00

YuP...

this is a redbox day for me, siao hui, and SIm...

they are g ood singer..

and we can be ''S.H.E'' too...

hahax

*Me, Siao hui the twiity bird, and Sim..

*redbox toilet...:)

* me and sim...

*me and sim again...

*oopsss...

*hahaxxx

Well..

its an enjoyable day...

nice hanging out with them....

hehe...

now comes the video...:)

.*siao hui singing....

but she noticed i was capturing her...

hahaha

haha...

shhh..

they dunno i post this...

Margaret

Annual Dinner 2010

2010-10-09T13:44:00.000-07:00

i promised that i will add more info about me...

and i will...

anual dinner has passed..

and i will tel more about my annual dinner...:)

It was held on the Sept 27(Monday)..

from 7pm to NIght.....

the theme was

"Glamorous Vouge''

and i can day it was a BLAST night!

all people was having fun!

*This is picture front office department! its quite blur though...

*The clear one.....:)

Front office department.....

SOme are missing.....haha..

well..

For that night...

one thing i like about..

is the LUCKY DRAW...

unfortunately...i didnt get anythin that night....

accept for the hamper and money i get for the competition...

but everyone will get a gift...

and i get a hard rock Hong KOng

limited edition T-shirt..

called:

'fish can fly t-shirt'

haha

well...

LUcky draw is included

cameras...handphones...

LCD TVs....

STay at many kinds of hotel....etc...

the most precious one is the GRAND prize..

3 night stay in Hard Rock HOtel PAttaya,

flight tickets is all inCULDED...

plus cash of RM2000!!!

OMG.....

thrilll!!

i wish i could get it...but no....

that lucky person is from our security department...

lucky him...:)

Comes to my performance...

i get into solo

and also with the band....

(got the see the video of me solo,but unfortunately

i dont have with the band...)

i get the 3rd prize for solo

and 2nd for the band...

im the lead singer...:)

First time i joined the band..

quite FUN...:)

All people were snapping pictures...

some wear very glamorous to the party...

whoaaa~~

*me and my crew leader, kak Rina...

*2 hiao po, sim and natasha....:)

*me and the twitty bird, siao hui..

looks gud tat day...:)

*me and the trainee, michelle

*me and ewe ling...:)

Will show my video when uploaded...:)

When comes to the 'happy hour'..

everyone is dancing...

it looks like a club more than a party...

hahaha...

That day was an enjoyable day...

nice meeting all my new fren...

Margaret

Finally:)

2010-10-07T01:01:00.000-07:00

whoa....

Finally....

All my programme ended..

sucessfully:)

Juz that im gonna have to work more on my singing..

compettions

and

my dreamm

are waiting for me...

well..

i will add more info soon...

now quite sleepy....

chao..~

Margaret

♥ ♥ ♥

2010-09-25T13:38:00.000-07:00

HEy guys...

SUch long time i didnt update my blog...

this few days will be bit busy...

As usual---working....

at this coming 27/09/10----our staff party...

i will have performance...

solo performance and also with the band...

have to go practise...

we've practise, but i have to be VERY familar with the songs....:(

and i will have working on th 26/09/10..

wedding function...

(working)

AND also this coming October 2....

i will be have concert @ explande(Fort conwalis)

with Candenza's band....

And i have to MEMORISE songs that im not familiar....:(

bit tension....

Plus i having some problem with things at hotel...

makes me feel frustrated...:(

i will be having only 2 times practise with them....

this coming SUnday..

after work at hotel at 3pm i will rush to Cadenza...

then practise for only 1 or 2 hours...

i have to go Baby's house and prepare for the wedding function...

omg...

i dont like to rush...

but....

haixx

Next practise will be more longer time...

Well..

i juz wanted things to go well.....

hope i can do it...

guys..

wish me luck ya...

come join me on the oct 2nd...

if you are free juz come...

free admition...:)

thats all...

will update more soon..

margaret

Photoshoot @ bankstreet...16/09/10

2010-09-18T17:05:00.000-07:00

16/09/10

This is my first photoshoot

i've done outdoor...

dont know why..

i cant be comfortable infront of the camera...

well

this is th picture taken..

it was not satisfy..

but at least i've experience it...:)

♥

i like tis 2... ♥

*shadow....

end of it...

gt many pict but not satisfy...

will be better next time i bet!

margaret

My new tatto.....

2010-09-18T16:56:00.000-07:00

At last..

i made my tatto..

is was in thailand..

its only cost 500 bath....:)

.:)

margaret

♥

2010-08-25T12:51:00.000-07:00

hey...

juz a simple upload here..

baby take me for a movie...

and also kim gary when im off day...

coz we one week only can see twice...

she missed me alot..

and she gave me a flower...

love it...XD

me n baby

♥

.

thanks baby..

no matter what i will always be with you...

i love you....

makxxx

margaret

Enjoy-ing

2010-08-11T13:02:00.000-07:00

after the competition..

abiously me and babe have a little arguement..

i do cry a little..

but after that babe take me to a place to enjoy

and which she promise me..

FUN PARK...

XD XD

She promise me to take me to Fun Park to enjoy..

to ask me dont be sad..

and let go off all the sadness..

first we fetch Okui,

Rat tan and ms Wan Wan...

then off we go to FUN PARK...

* me and my babe

* oopsss....XD

* while waiting for RAY TAN...

This is a very short video taken by me...XD

We only play two things coz we feel not so welll.

first is marry go round and

2nd is the so called 'scissor'

my 2nd time siting this

and i feel wan to vomit...LOL

but this is 1st time for ray tan which being force by

okui to sit...

ahahahahaha

went to papa preach @ e-gate after that..

well..

thank to all of them for the great day

margaret